A dream

Dreaming I was in "my other shoes"...
My other possible life...
My other possible love...
Me - pretty, strong, clever, independent...
Myself non-the-less very different from today...
Happy, radiant and loving - shining new shoe...
When and where my eyes stopped asking?
Why the answers quit coming...
Perfectly aware of emptiness...
Really scared of truth...
Dying... to recreate the innocence...
Tired of being confortable...
Can I be "new shoe"?
So far from becoming... the dream...

24.07.2009